Love Gone

My heart are broken soul

With the love I had long time ago

 I swear I will never heal again.

As day go by,

My heart become so weaken

 I try to smile, but I cannot

Smile happily like normal

I always ask myself what’s my fault?

I always crying out your name

Maybe I don’t deserved to be in love

As I try hard, love begin far away

Facing  day tomorrow always hard for me

I try to think how I can live

With the wounds in my heart

I cannot pretend this never happened

Even if I try, I cannot lie

The love that has gone from my life

Maybe I don’t deserved to be in love

As I try hard, love begin far away

Facing  day tomorrow always hard for me

I try to think how I can live

The love that I believe

Should I cry or should I scream

but I know my heart will never heal

I know that love will never back To me

Maybe I don’t deserved to be in love

As I try hard, love begin far away

Facing day tomorrow always hard for me

I try to think how I can live

 Fiq...........

F!Q about SNSD & CN BLUE

-         So Nyuh Shi Dae or Girl Generation. Was one of my favourite Girl Band. This members group like Taeyeon, Sunny, Seo Hyun, Tifanny, Yuri, Yoona, Hyohyeon, Sooyoung and Jessica. 1^st time I see them was a Hoot Mv, and it was WOW. It’s really sexy but in cute way and that song was catchy and classic but in modern style. I became more like them after see one of their members in We Got Married, that member were SeoHyun ( maknae ), she married with Yonghwa ( Leader of Cn Blue ), she was like cute but innocent person. Funny smart and sometimes like a kid that really sweet. While Yonghwa was a choding guy, but romantic. They both were really good together and I watch all their episodes. Unfortunately for Yonghwa not able to meet SeoHyun’s family.

-         I also watch SNSD leader Taeyheon in WGM also, she’s sweet but her husband not really great but still it was funny to watch. Others Variety Show that I watch was SNSD in Dream Team which Hyoyeon win it, SNSD in Hello Baby were Sunny really have been a good mother while Tifanny…ah and also in Invicible Youth but I watch only one episodes…hehehe have to watch yourself.  Recently I see SNSD on Happy Together which SeoHyun, Taeyheon, Sunny, SooYoung and Yuri take part in.

-         CNBlue, I know them when I see Oetoriya ( I’m a Loner) MV, it was AWE…wait for my word…….wait for my word……………SOME! It was AWESOME. Then I get to know them better in WE GOT MARRIED were Yonghwa married to SeoHyun. 

What I Love about Arsenal FC

-I still remember how Arsenal FC made an unbeaten record in 03-04 season, and I was like WOW. Not in modern history of football in season doesn’t lose a single games!.  A player like Theirry Henry, Pires, Sol Campbell, Viera, Ljungberg, Berkamp and others great player was really make me fell in Love with Arsenal. My “luar negara” football fever arrives in my life when I was at form 3. I was charm by they way they play football, different  from others club. Their passing, speed, vision, control, just…just amazing.

-this season, Arsenal has lost their main player like Fabregas to Belacan FC and Nasri to Man Kitty, but Wenger has made a drastic decision when Arsenal buy Per Metsacker, Andre Santos, Chamberlain, Arteta and Gervinho. It was a  whole new dimension of how Arsenal play. Previously, most of Arsenal attacks came from midfield, like Fabregas, Nasri or Wilshire gave a tru ball to van persie, but now Arsenal attacks more coming from wings. So a player like Gervinho, Walcott and Chamberlain ( they got at speed ) can run deeply and gave the ball to Van Persie.  It was a whole new dimension of Arsenal.

- look at this season, Arsenal even has their legend Henry with them. Like an old time, when King Henry on the field he scored a lot of goals and I hope he can do it again with Robin Van Persie. I think in next season Arsenal should buy Hazard, E.Cavanni or Pastore .

-and now almost 10 years I’ve been support them through thick and thin of their up and down season I still and always love Arsenal. I love them more than I love TRW, why? Because Arsenal is what I love about football, why love something that play sucks. Sorry I have to say this, I just don’t like how FAM controlling our national football league, sekejap can play import player sekejap cannot play import player. I remember once Kedah three in the row winning all 3 champions in 3 years! It was amazing record and love watching them play. After 3 years of Kedah monopoly, FAM has decided not allowed import player play in Malaysia Football League. As For the results, Kedah’s football has drop so awful. Then Selangor play on AFC, they were beating by Vietnam Club so horribly and that’s when FAM decided to allowed import player can play again in our Malaysian Football League. Before that, our football league are so open, anyone can be champions look at 2011 season, Kelantan win Super League, Terengganu win Fa Cup while N9 win Malaysia Cup. That’s the reason why I don’t like Malaysia football league and talk about football news, the way they do just like 60 or 70 an. Come on be more modern and exciting just like BPL. Why we love copy the film or music from west but don’t wanna copy their way of football. It is more exciting and AWESOME.

-  p/s I hope Arsenal FC can do something about their chance of winning Champion League. Once a GoOnEr always a GoONeRs.

My Dream Girl (maybe in da future)

1)    Cute and sweet ( when she smile, all I can say is …awwwwww sooo cute) (@^_^@) blushing & Shy

2)    Must good to parents and always respect older ( that’s the way Malaysian people should do)

3)    Funny and romantic and smart

4)    Love animals (etc cats) Meooowww

5)    Love sports especially football, support Arsenal FC or others club also can ( can’t be too picky) goallllll!!! hehe

6)    Love music

7)    Don’t be too control queen and jealously

8)    Not too city girl more sweet kampong girl

9)    Loves to cook and take care her boy

10)           She also can make decision, not always relying on me etc where to date, where we can dated, what movies do we want to see

           ( Seo Hyun) :-D

10 Things Why I Think Relationship Sucks

1)    Relationship makes us feel jealous

2)    Relationship mean we must dated (lame)

3)    We cannot do the thing that we love when we were single(it’s true)

4)    Must think about other feelings (yuck)

5)    Relationship makes us feels like…..be in relationship (and it sucks)

6)    In relationship, a lot of people just cheated others feeling, I bet 9/10 people lie to their lovers ( facts)

7)    Lover=Loser ( it’s true)

8)    I’ll just hated relationship ( :-P)

9)    Must remember all important day like anniversary, birthday etc

(sorry  girl, I’ m not a calendar)

10)  When I’m in relationship I’m just “awe” but when I’m single, I’m just “AWESOME” (true story)

Fiq Opinion bout Pets

-         Hi, wc 2 Fiq’s Blog…today I m gonna talk bout pets. What is pets? For me pets are an animal ex cats, fish, dog, snake etc dat we keep it inside or out of our house …I bet out of 7/10 people has pets. I also has a pets n my pets are cats & fish, for me cats has been an important part in my life and I think in my 24 years old, my house has never ever not  to have pets. Even On my baby picture, there was a cats sitting left and right of my head ( haha ).

-         I’ll even remember when I was at form six, I live alone in my house. So my cats who was my companion. My cats was great, in fact the best in da world, you know, always when subuh prayer, they will always like meowwwwing at my face like wanna wake me up and I’m not bluffing coz it is a true story.

-         Now I got like 6 of them. 3 olds cats and 3 kittens. I love them, 2 of them were yellow  orange colours. Believe or not, I’ll never have cats dat kind of colours and even more special about my cats, their birthday was the night that Malaysia defeat Indonesia in Sea Games football final! I think dat why they looks like Harimau hehe. One of them are black+white and his face OMG so funny, it’s looks like he has a moustache but in kind of funny way. I once have a black kitten that got 6 toes, plus all the toes he got = 24 but recently he died. Poor him.

-         u know what, i just really hate people who don’t want their pets especially kitten because they only want to keep one cats. Well you know what, cats can also give birth! If you don’t want a kitten than just keep male cats. Do not or ever throw a kitten to someone houses or separated them until 3 or 4 month or they hav stop having milk. Because you know, it just can make them died, like human babies, they also need milk because they were young.

-         AK,Please remember when you have a pets you have responsible. If you  afraid cannot fulfill it, then DON’T. 

KonVo 25,.9.2011

6t lau da mase aku tulis tak smpat hehehe